{"id":151,"date":"2002-12-05T20:40:42","date_gmt":"2002-12-06T04:40:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/?p=151"},"modified":"-0001-11-30T00:00:00","modified_gmt":"-0001-11-30T07:00:00","slug":"_","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/2002\/12\/05\/_\/","title":{"rendered":"-_-;;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am 36% Internet Addict<BR><a href=\"http:\/\/www.fuali.com\/default.aspx?id=102\" target=\"_blank\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.fuali.com\/pix\/102\/2.gif\" border=\"0\"><\/a><BR>I could go either way.  Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user.  Good luck!<BR><BR><a href=\"http:\/\/www.fuali.com\/default.aspx?id=102\" target=\"_blank\"><b>Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com <\/b><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bah, I was sure I would be more addicted than THAT.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway&#8230; I guess I&#8217;m a little burned out. TOK script, French, Chem, History&#8230; X_X;; It&#8217;s all coming to a head. One of these days I will break down and you won&#8217;t be able to understand a thing I&#8217;ll say. Sad, really; hopefully with the weekend I&#8217;ll be able to gain a little rest. I&#8217;m so tired right now. So incredibly tired, and fatigued, even if I don&#8217;t show it. There&#8217;s always another reserve of energy, but I&#8217;m really running low right now. Too many things to worry about, too much responsibility. I&#8217;m losing myself, I think; I&#8217;ve become so wrapped up in the IB program that I can&#8217;t remember the kind of person I was before I entered. Maybe it&#8217;s these past few weeks. Presentation after presentation after presentation; procrastination; the elusive hunt for CAS hours; committment upon committent; sometimes I wonder if it&#8217;s too much. If I&#8217;m really not the right kind of person for the program. If it would be better for me if I dropped out of the program, back into regular. Or back to Ideal, even&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am 36% Internet AddictI could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com Bah, I was sure I would be more addicted than THAT. Anyway&#8230; I guess I&#8217;m a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-151","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=151"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=151"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=151"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/undreamt.org\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=151"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}