December 5th, 2002

I am 36% Internet Addict

I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!

Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com

Bah, I was sure I would be more addicted than THAT.

Anyway… I guess I’m a little burned out. TOK script, French, Chem, History… X_X;; It’s all coming to a head. One of these days I will break down and you won’t be able to understand a thing I’ll say. Sad, really; hopefully with the weekend I’ll be able to gain a little rest. I’m so tired right now. So incredibly tired, and fatigued, even if I don’t show it. There’s always another reserve of energy, but I’m really running low right now. Too many things to worry about, too much responsibility. I’m losing myself, I think; I’ve become so wrapped up in the IB program that I can’t remember the kind of person I was before I entered. Maybe it’s these past few weeks. Presentation after presentation after presentation; procrastination; the elusive hunt for CAS hours; committment upon committent; sometimes I wonder if it’s too much. If I’m really not the right kind of person for the program. If it would be better for me if I dropped out of the program, back into regular. Or back to Ideal, even…

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One Response to “-_-;;”

Jessica Says:

awww sweetie, I’m sure you’ll manage it all! *hug* you’re made of strong stuff! thanks a lot for commenting on my blog btw – i really appreciate it. i’ll email you very very soon! love ya! ^^