Once upon a time, I used to like school. It was a place where I could see my friends and we could hang out and make weird little clubs (okay, **I** made the weird little clubs) and just generally have fun. (Not to mention the library. *_*)
And now school is bad. ??;; Extended essays, grad, mock exams, real exams, HL courses, deciding where to go for university… You know, I’d never imagined that this day would actually arrive, when I would be entering grade 12 and deciding where to go in life. I never imagined not knowing. I had assumed that while going through high school, something would pop out at me, something that I knew I had to do for the rest of my life.
I’m scared. In several months I will have to make applications to universities… and I’m not prepared at all. I have no choice but to put my fear aside and survive.
These next ten months are not going to be fun. Well… the next nine months. I figure I can take June off.
